Unpredictable Journeys

an Unpredictable Journey can only be lived by being willing to take risks.

So here I am...reflecting on my first semester in High School! As you may know, over the summer of 2018, I made the switch from an elementary school setting to a high school setting.  The decision was not a difficult one in the sense that I knew with all my heart I was going where I needed to be. Besides, the passion within me to serve English learners is always seeking out new challenges for improvement. But, to be transparent about my feelings, I must share the FEAR I was facing while making my decision. 

Fear of the unknown.
Fear of failure.

High school is a radically different world than elementary school. It's like black and white. The only knowledge I had about high school was what I knew from my son since he is a HS student.
So, I was afraid. I was afraid of schedules, services for students, accommodations for testing, enrollment, co-teaching, etc. I was afraid of how I was going to fit in with Concord High School' staff and students.
Would they like me?
Would I meet their expectations?
Would I be a good fit?

These questions led to begin thinking about failing. What if I fail.
What if I don't fit in?
What if I mess up?

So many questions that for a moment became reasons to avoid venturing the unknown journey. 

​However, unpredictable journeys can only be lived by being willing to take risks. If we want to maintain a burning passion & seek out new challenges, we must accept the probability that things might not go as planned or as we would've wanted them to; but that's how change happens...and change is good!!

One semester. One semester is just enough time for me to realize how much I love working with high school students at Concord High School!

Do I know everything? NO.
Have I had failures? YES. 

​You see, that's the beauty of unknown and unpredictable journeys; That no matter what the journey brings our way...we stand strong on the heartfelt decision and risks.

I have SO MUCH to learn. I have so many relationships to build. I have so many more things to do. Meanwhile, I sit here - looking at the bulletin board with all our ELs' pictures (picture above)...and I smile thinking on the many - many more wonderful memories in the years to come.  

"Prepare for the unknown by studying how others in the past have coped with the unforeseeable and the unpredictable." - George S. Parron

Thank you for reading & Go Spiders!